Cranberries

I was driving to the restaurant on Thursday and was looking for my Killers cd when I found this one. I popped it in and at first I got stupid happy at the fact that it would work and then I started balling, Hysterical. I had to pull over.
Ive literally had this cd since 1994. I took it with me everywhere, so today its not in the greatest shape. This cd was the anthem of this one whole summer... I remember it being romantically (not like sex or kissing, but just the vibe) and emotional and stimulating. Granted I am a stupid hopeless romantic that believes way too much in the idea of true love. But it was this summer I remember the most, the last summer of innocence, but some how thinking I owned the world, sitting in the electric tree at averill while the sun slowly faded into the twilight color and the lightning bugs started popping up, smelling the scent of summer.  I wish there was a way to get you to see what I remember. At the time, I had no idea, but this was the summer of summers, the best summer I'll ever have and I strongly believe for the rest of my life.
Whenever I think of summer as a whole, its that summer that rushes to me and makes me feel alive again. the smell, feel, the amazingness of it all - I wish i could feel like that all again.