In a peaceful mood...Baxter is curled up next to me me sleeping. He too is happy...had a full meal, and two bones and all he wants to do now is cuddle...

The only thing that could make this better is possibly a back rub.... mhmm yea a full back massage.. with your strong hands on my body getting all the knots out and forcing me to relax... I miss feeling the pressure of your body on mine.

I miss being able to sleep...but I like to watch baxter sleep...I know I'm biased but he truly is the most adorable dog.

It's amazing how things can change in a year. 

And I'm stupid cuz I loved you, not in love, but definitely infatuated. And I toyed with the idea for so long till I realized that I didn't know what that was or how it felt to love or be loved. Maybe I just like the idea that you could possibly. All I knew was that I felt completely at ease when I was in your arms, and that's really all I ever wanted to be.