2013 - oh what a year you have been.
I started the year excited and terrified. I was starting a job that I did not want at NBC. I wanted to work for NBC, I did not want to be working for Jerry Springer. The Jerry Springer show taught me that no matter what the perks may appear to be, sometimes its just not worth it. I met some very interesting people, and while I don't regret taking the job, I will never go back. This past year, I also had the privilege to work with some inspirational people, at some amazing production companies and even got to work on a few commercials.
I road tripped by myself with my boogie to Florida to see my best friend and her beautiful new family. What was suppose to be just a week turned out to be three and a half weeks and I would have stayed longer, had the reason I left not called me to go to Bonnaroo. I actually had no intention of coming back to NY. While my friend was at work, I was applying to jobs that were in a 15 mile radius to her house. I even drove out to Orlando to audition, but thats when I got the call and while my gut was calling me an asshole, I made plans to head back.
Bonnaroo - WOW. It was an insane experience that I'll never forget. I met so many people, and just completely let go. It felt so amazing to be me and not hold back, b/c someone might think whatever they may think. I felt so at home, like being there was completely natural. No one here in NY would have a conversation about effects of oil spills on marine life with me. Fucking A as soon as I even start that conversation, people's eyes either roll and or they completely glaze over. I sat with some guy for over an hour talking about the New Orleans spill and it was awesome.
Finally,(and my fav part) this was the year that my point of view on a certain friend of mine changed. It started in late March, and I tried everything I could think of to make it go away. Hell I stayed in Florida for three weeks. Right when I totally gave up on any possibility that something could/would happen - it did. It's weird and crazy and somehow its just right. He makes me smile, even when he's pissing me off. I really care about him.
This NYE was my first New Years in over 5 years where I had someone to kiss at midnight and it was wonderful. Cannot wait to see what 2014 brings.
I started the year excited and terrified. I was starting a job that I did not want at NBC. I wanted to work for NBC, I did not want to be working for Jerry Springer. The Jerry Springer show taught me that no matter what the perks may appear to be, sometimes its just not worth it. I met some very interesting people, and while I don't regret taking the job, I will never go back. This past year, I also had the privilege to work with some inspirational people, at some amazing production companies and even got to work on a few commercials.
I road tripped by myself with my boogie to Florida to see my best friend and her beautiful new family. What was suppose to be just a week turned out to be three and a half weeks and I would have stayed longer, had the reason I left not called me to go to Bonnaroo. I actually had no intention of coming back to NY. While my friend was at work, I was applying to jobs that were in a 15 mile radius to her house. I even drove out to Orlando to audition, but thats when I got the call and while my gut was calling me an asshole, I made plans to head back.
Bonnaroo - WOW. It was an insane experience that I'll never forget. I met so many people, and just completely let go. It felt so amazing to be me and not hold back, b/c someone might think whatever they may think. I felt so at home, like being there was completely natural. No one here in NY would have a conversation about effects of oil spills on marine life with me. Fucking A as soon as I even start that conversation, people's eyes either roll and or they completely glaze over. I sat with some guy for over an hour talking about the New Orleans spill and it was awesome.
Finally,(and my fav part) this was the year that my point of view on a certain friend of mine changed. It started in late March, and I tried everything I could think of to make it go away. Hell I stayed in Florida for three weeks. Right when I totally gave up on any possibility that something could/would happen - it did. It's weird and crazy and somehow its just right. He makes me smile, even when he's pissing me off. I really care about him.
This NYE was my first New Years in over 5 years where I had someone to kiss at midnight and it was wonderful. Cannot wait to see what 2014 brings.
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