This time you are right. You dont want to talk, well maybe you'll hear me out this way
Thank you for pushing me off yesterday, I hope whatever you had to do was more important than resolving this issues we have. I said I wanted to talk to you, but that it could wait till after work, it was to talk in general about us.
You brought up the whole blog thing. I dont think it was a fight but I do definitely think it was an argument and yes there is a difference. Like a fight, Id rather finish out an argument, make peace and move on. Not have something linger for days. Nothing good comes from that. If something is bothering you, tell me. I dont see you anymore, like we use too, and I am not a mind reader. It seriously makes me wonder what is really going on. if you think that everything is about you. The only time anyone gets that defensive, is when they are up to shit. So wtf is going on?
And just b/c we get into a fight, doesnt mean it has to end with us breaking up. Unless somehow thats what you want. and if it is JUST SAY IT. Seriously why do you bring that up every time?
When I get into a relationship, I like to think of it as a team. You work together, look out for each other, check up on each other, overall let the other know whats going on. We're not a team.
The last few days, have me really questioning a lot of things. We are barely communicating while I'm off. I'm going to be starting work, back to 20 hr days, how the fuck do you expect us to work then?
I feel like if I were to have a totem pole, on it would be Baxter, me, you and everyone/everything else. and yours, well Baxter would be on it. If I even was on it, I would be way on the bottom. Unless of course you need something to be brought to you, than hey hey look who's #1. I'm kinda sick of being at the bottom. Maybe I'm wrong, and if I am I'm sure you'll tell me.
Actions speak louder than words.
Thank you for pushing me off yesterday, I hope whatever you had to do was more important than resolving this issues we have. I said I wanted to talk to you, but that it could wait till after work, it was to talk in general about us.
You brought up the whole blog thing. I dont think it was a fight but I do definitely think it was an argument and yes there is a difference. Like a fight, Id rather finish out an argument, make peace and move on. Not have something linger for days. Nothing good comes from that. If something is bothering you, tell me. I dont see you anymore, like we use too, and I am not a mind reader. It seriously makes me wonder what is really going on. if you think that everything is about you. The only time anyone gets that defensive, is when they are up to shit. So wtf is going on?
And just b/c we get into a fight, doesnt mean it has to end with us breaking up. Unless somehow thats what you want. and if it is JUST SAY IT. Seriously why do you bring that up every time?
When I get into a relationship, I like to think of it as a team. You work together, look out for each other, check up on each other, overall let the other know whats going on. We're not a team.
The last few days, have me really questioning a lot of things. We are barely communicating while I'm off. I'm going to be starting work, back to 20 hr days, how the fuck do you expect us to work then?
I feel like if I were to have a totem pole, on it would be Baxter, me, you and everyone/everything else. and yours, well Baxter would be on it. If I even was on it, I would be way on the bottom. Unless of course you need something to be brought to you, than hey hey look who's #1. I'm kinda sick of being at the bottom. Maybe I'm wrong, and if I am I'm sure you'll tell me.
Actions speak louder than words.
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